End of Innocence: IX
End of Innocence: IX
December 2000
Spring 2001
Lexi had been restless since Christmas but Michael had given her space. They were still at Neverland but she was preparing to go back to work in New York after the New Year. He was thrilled to have them all together though for the holidays and the living area of the main house was still stuffed with the overabundance of gifts he had made sure his family had Christmas morning.
He had been up early on the phone with business on the East Coast when Lexi zipped up her jacket to go for a short run on the property. Michael had begged her to just walk but she had managed to work up to a couple of miles and she felt it was making a big difference in how she was recovering. Just as she was about to leave she heard Michael raise his voice as he spoke on the phone.
“NO! That’s not good enough.”
“I told you we are almost there.”
“If you don’t live up to your end of the deal, it will fail. Just fix the numbers!”
Lexi slipped out the door still able to hear Michael’s raised voice coming from inside the house. She was more than happy to step off and discover her favorite places at The Ranch.
It was past lunch and Michael had made his second walk around the grounds looking for Lexi. He was beginning to worry as she had been gone for a couple of hours. Driving the property, in Lexi’s Jeep he finally realized where she might be and took off up the hill overlooking the main house. After driving as close as he could to the top he parked and walked up the ridge and found her lying on a blanket watching the main house.
“I’ve been looking for you girl.” Michael said as he sat down beside her.
“I know I saw you.
“So you weren’t gonna holler. I was worried.”
“I just needed to get out of the house for a bit, besides it didn’t sound like you were having the best day.”
Reaching over he rubbed her leg, “I’m sorry you heard that. I really want to focus on the music but sometime the business gets in the way.”
Sitting up Lexi pulled on the grass in front of her,
“Michael, there is something I need to talk to you about.”
She felt his grip tighten on her leg before he softly answered her,
“Sure….but can I ask, are you ok? Your tests came back alright didn’t they?”
Lexi’s big eyes rose up and searched out his,
“So far…yeah, I feel pretty good. But it is why I want to talk you.”
Michael had a moment of panic sweep over him as they both sat in silence. Finally he stood and walked to the edge of the ridge,
“Whatever it is, you know you can come to me. I’ll always be here for you.”
Clearing her throat, Lexi began,
“You know I am leaving for New York in a few days…”
He couldn’t resist lashing out, his heart was already pounding in his chest.
“Just say it Alexis, tell me now if you want me out of your life.”
Standing up, Lexi ran down the hill to the Jeep. Michael watched as she searched through the glove compartment and finally started walking back towards him with an envelope and a pen. Sitting down again she wiped her nose with the back of her jacket and pulled a document out of the envelope. Her writing was bold as she scratched her signature across the bottom and eventually looked up at him with reddened eyes and a determined look on her face.
“I…Michael, hmmm…I don’t want you out of my life. My God, I owe you my life. I believe I can honestly say that I wouldn’t have made it this far if not for you. You took me, and Alannah…Michael, I was so scared.”
Lexi began to break down and she buried her face on her knees.
Unable to see her torture herself any longer, Michael sunk down before her and held her close.
“I know you were scared girl. Don’t cry, you’re alright, I’m sorry I over reacted. I guess I am just being sensitive.”
Lexi pushed him away and wiped her face,
“No…damn it Michael. Please let me finish.”
“OK, sure…”
He sat back on his heels as she caught her breath.
“I owe you so much. Not just from now but…but my schooling, the house…and even not telling you about ‘lannah. There is just so much…so much.”
“Don’t even talk like that Lex…as long as you are healthy, that’s all I care about. Just keep getting better.”
“Michael please listen to me….I have something for you. It’s a gift, one final present from me to you this year.”
“Just having you here is enough, really it is.”
Lexi handed him the paperwork,
“Here this belongs to you now. I’ll do whatever I have to with your lawyer.”
Unfolding the document Michael scanned the print quickly and then read it again before speaking.
“This doesn’t make sense, Lex…what the hell is going on?”
“Don’t you want them?”
Michael’s hand covered his face,
“I don’t understand.”
Taking the paper from his trembling hands she folded it and placed it in his shirt pocket,
“Well, it is kind of a long story but they were able to get nine eggs at the clinic.”
Sitting down cross legged in front of her Michael interrupted,
“But you told me none of them worked.”
“Yeah, yeah…it’s true. But they only used six. They saved three back, just in case. So now I am giving them to you.”
He started to shake his head,
“No…no. How could I do that to you? They are yours…don’t you want more children?”
He watched as she looked off past him in the distance and her eyes got wet with tears,
“I did…more than anything. But I can’t plan that far ahead anymore Michael…but you can. Please take them; they are my gift to you. You are such a wonderful Father, if you ever want to have another baby… now you can.”
Michael pulled her close, his heart in his throat.
“It’s the greatest gift Lexi…if I do this; you have to promise me you are going to be there.”
“I will, if you want me too Babe, If you want me too.”
“I do, you know I do. I love you.”
“I love you too.”
Michael held her in his arms slowly letting the precious gift that she had given him sink in. Soon it would be a brand New Year and now maybe he had one more special wish to look forward to.
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Bending over, Lexi situated her breasts inside the halter top making sure she had just the right amount of cleavage showing before she slipped the hip hugging boy shorts up her legs. She added just a bit more eyeliner and mascara before she stepped into her red Jimmy Choos and felt like the look was right. She did feel a bit foolish but knew the effect would be the one she desired.
Her mind was racing, carpenters had been at the apartment all day and she had just had enough time to get them to finish, order some Chinese takeout, and freshen up before Michael was to show up. Rosa had taken Alannah to Michael’s hotel and dropped her off with Grace and the kids so they had the apartment to themselves, if all went according to plan it would be a night to remember.
To her chagrin he was actually on time, with the door bell ringing right at seven. Lexi peeked through the peephole and saw him surrounded by bodyguards anxiously waiting to be let in. She didn’t make him stand there long as she hurriedly opened the door pulling him inside,
“Hi…hi fellas. Have a great night.”
Before he was even able to address the crew the door was closed and he turned to see her, with her back against the door.
“Sorry Michael, I really didn’t want to chat with them right now.”
“I get that, hi by the way.”
Pulling his mask down Michael pressed her against the door with a bruising kiss.
“Damn girl…you are looking good tonight. That is um, some kind of outfit…Let’s go to bed.”
Lexi’s arms reached around his neck and pulled him tight,
“Mmmm, that’s sounds good. Let me get some wine.”
His hand ran up the inside of her thigh, and she felt his middle finger graze over her divide.
“No, I just want some of this…”
Her head felt dizzy as she pushed him away and walked to the bar. She didn’t even look at the bottles she just pulled one down and headed to the bedroom, walking backwards as he followed her…with a knowing smile upon his face.
“What is that?”
“What?”
“That!”
“This?”
Lexi tossed the bottle on a chair and wrapped her leg around the pole and spun around gracefully as Michael stared transfixed.
“It’s a stripper pole, do you like it?”
“In YOUR bedroom?
“Our bedroom.”
Lexi walked over and powered on the stereo.
“Sit down Michael.”
Something in her voice made him remove his jacket and sit quickly on the edge of the bed.
“Sorry, this song might be kind of old. But I still like it, and well I am comfortable um…”
“Comfortable Lex?”
Lexi smiled as she pressed play and the guitar riffs filtered through the bedroom. She had to almost shout to be heard above the pounding beat of INXS and “Need You Tonight”
“Yeah, comfortable enough for this.”
Michael watched as she once again made her way over to the pole and spun around, she seductively beckoned him with her finger as Michael Hutchence breathlessly whispered “come over here”. Michael shifted on the bed and watched as Lexi ran one hand up her side and over her breast as she moved her hips from side to side. Dipping down she bent back and thrust the pole between her legs and slid back up, all the while watching Michael’s reaction. He had started to almost imperceptibly rock back and forth, crossing his legs as she bent over right in front of him.
The room reverberated with the music and the lyrics, “your moves are so raw…I’ve got to let you know”, made it begin to feel warm. Stepping around the poll, Lexi rubbed against it seductively while holding on to it from above. Slowly she bent over licking her lips before rolling to her right, allowing him to see her cleavage before she reached up and untied her halter underneath her breasts.
She felt on fire and free and she moved once again in front of the pole and slid down, spreading her knees apart as her hands ran down her thighs. It was then he was in front of her, his crotch hard and bulging inches away from her lips.
“God girl you look so hot, what are you doing to me?”
Michael groaned as he pulled her up to her feet and ran his hand up her side with his thumb caressing her nipple.
“Dance with me…c’mon.”
Once again Lexi reached above her on the pole and moved her hips from side to side. Michael joined her, moving behind her to run his hands along her body as she seduced him with her new found confidence. As the song finally ended, they were wildly kissing and she could feel him urgently pressing into her back, his need for her more than apparent.
“Ahhh Michael”
“Get on the bed”
The next song started and it was slow and seductive; Michael pushed her to lie down. As Lexi turned around he had already slipped out of his pants and he reached for her shorts.
“Leave them shoes on…damn”
Before he lay down he took off his shirt and paused, softly singing the line out of the song to her….
”If I hurt you….I’d make wine from your tears”
Licking his fingers he checked her entrance, he couldn’t wait any longer. Her dancing had been foreplay enough.
“I do need you tonight, Alexis I need you now”
Michael pushed inside, shuddering as her body grasped him solidly. Her gasp of satisfaction was soon met with moans of desire as they began to move together. The song echoing their feelings that seemed to go unspoken so much of the time. She could hear his ragged breathing in her ear as he concentrated on their pleasure and she threw her head back shuddering as her orgasm moved through her body. When he felt her release he followed, surprised that he came so soon but overwhelmed at the intensity. He seemed to surge and crest over and over until finally he collapsed, exhausted on top of Lexi. Their sweat soaked bodies sticking together.
Swinging her legs over the edge of the bed Lexi put her chow mein on the night table and softly said.
“Hey, I have some news.”
“Yeah, is it good?”
“Well…I think so.”
Michael pulled her back and made her look at him.
“What is it?”
“I uh…well while you were busy doing your thing yesterday.”
“Uh gawd, don’t remind me. That’s so embarrassing; it’s like sterile and never mind…what were you going to say.”
Lexi giggled and continued,
“Well anyway, I had a PET Scan done.”
Sitting up, Michael got serious and grabbed her by the arm.
“What happened?”
“It’s clear, there was nothing. No suspicious spots Michael.”
“His face lit up like a Christmas tree and he pulled her in for a kiss.
“That’s fantastic, Babe I am so happy. Oh God…thank you. Thank you so much.”
His hug was so tight she thought she might faint from it.
“I’m really relieved; I am just going to take it a little bit at a time. Hopefully it will continue to be good.”
“It will Lex…it will.”
Michael sat back, happy as could be at that moment. Especially as he watched Lexi walk away into the bathroom, beautiful, healthy and best of all naked.
Yelling back at him as she freshened up she said,
“Bernadette will be in about one tomorrow afternoon. I am sending a limo is that good?”
“Yeah, I will see her tomorrow night then.”
Lexi joined him back in bed and curled up under his arm.
“Mom has the kids so she is set…no matter what.”
Michael glanced down at her and gave her a shy smile just as his phone rang.
“Hello”
“Speaking”
“Yeah she is here as well.”
“Hold, hold on”
Michael motioned Lexi over to listen to the phone call,
“Two? Two did?”
“Yeah well sure, we are aware of the risks, I am aware of the risks.”
“She will be here tomorrow.”
“Alright the day after then”
“Thank you”
Michael ended the call and looked at Lexi,
“Can you believe it? It might just happen girl. I might be a Father again.”
“That would make me so happy Michael…I love you so much.”
To be continued…
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OMG.!!!!!!!LOVE IT!!!! FIRE…..
OMG.!!!!!!!LOVE IT!!!! FIRE !!!!!!
Ooh… Baby Blanket may be coming!!! A good, happy chapter! The stripper’s pole was realll sexy.
I have to admit…I burst out laughing coz the stripper pole was the last thing i was expecting!!! I love it!! I love that she is almost herself again…it’s been a long ride!! The chapter was on fire though!!! Good thing my man is here 😉
Fantastic writing. I just started reading recently and I am bowled over by your talent. It so exciting that Lexi is better and that Michael may be a dad again. Keep up the good work.
bernie’s gonna be the surrogate mom….
awww blanket…or better yet twins!!!!
and omg “leave ons”…mmm..mmm..mmmm wifey!!
OMG! OMG! OMG!
Ok, ok, let me remember my manners! Happy New Year’s to DPYT, the best author ever & all the readers!
OMG! I can’t believe you actually did it DPYT! @Coco: our dream has come true!!
Ok, manners again: congrats to MJ & Lexi on trying to have Blanket, I mean a baby. That was so beautiful! Thx Bernie for helping these two out. They so deserve it.
Finally: “What is that?” “What?” “That!”
“This?” ….“It’s a stripper pole, do you like it?”
YES! YES! YES!!!!!! I am such a fool! I’ve been having this MJ/pole fantasy since I saw the promos for Flirty Girl Fitness (!) & Lexi is living my DREAM! Work it Lexi! Work it for all us! I have printed this chapter out & will keep it with my other meditation literature.
Thx you DPYT! I so love ya!
LOL first of all welcome to Miss Lisa glad that you are here with us. Enjoy, enjoy.
Now…y’all heffas know how many dang pole dancers and hoes I had to watch? LOL There is some ish, ish, ish out there on the in-ter-nets let me tell ya!
Then after I got this thing posted I was glancing back over it and realized I left Michael dancing on the dang pole out of the pics….ARGH!
But anyway LOL cause if I didnt get it done COC0 was gonna git us.
So I hope you are excited that B is coming…he has been planned from the beginning but I wanted to keep it exciting and unpredictable. So I hope all the twists and turns and things these two have been through together have maybe been worth it.
I do think it kind of fits with what we know about B’s story so far…
As jealous as I am of Lexi right now (hee, hee), if this was really how Blanket came to be, I would definitely be happy for Mike.
YAY YAY YAY!!!!!! This is SOOO awesome! Stripper pole scence and BABY BLANKET! What a weird sentencee. Its so great that its going to happen for them and that she’s doing so much better!!
OMG, I was watching Terminator Salvation tonight and saw the little girl in it that was with “Kyle Reese”. I was like ALANNAH. LOL
So I went to IMDB and found out her name and googled her, look what I found.
Hee hee apparently I am not the only one who thinks she looks like a Jackson
http://www.blackcelebkids.com/2009/08/13/a-double-take-poll-inside-2/
Note to self: Install stripper pole in master bedroom ASAP…
The visual image of Mike hugging and caressing Lexi’s curves on that pole make me…oh boy….
Ok first I must say HappY New Year Girl….
Now to the good stuff… Ok OMG… WOW at the stripper pole… That was HOT….I am so jealous of Lexi right now…. LOL… And I must say the shocker for me was when Lexi had decided to give Michael I guess you could the rights to her eggs… I was so thinking that they would come to that decision to have another baby differently…It was good I just imagined it different…. And now its about to happen for them…And another part that threw me off was when Michael said “I might be a Father again”..Ok maybe its just me.. But I just imagined that part differently too.. I was thinking “We are about to have a child together… Anyway girl it was so good I loved it.. But like always I love your updates… You have so ROCKED our world with the stripper pole session… As always too cant wait for the next update.. But take your time…..
Well way back at the beginning of this I knew she would be B’s Mom. Then some stuff came up and then a bunch of y’all were on to me and I was like DAMN! I gotta change it up. So thats when I decided to throw Alannah as a twist, plus with all the real life shenannigans he had go on I felt that Lexi need to go have her own life and some happiness too. Well, Michael needed to learn how to be there for her…I think after all they had been through he needed to step up and take care of her and his daughter. So when she was sick he did that. Now she is able to give him this gift and we are back to the original plan.
Being that he is MICHAEL JACKSON though, he is still in that mindset of “my gift”, and honestly that is how she intended it. Remember she is a Doctor…right now things are very clinical still. Lets see what happens as we go along.
Happy Happy New Year To Everyone !!!
@DPYT:Hee Hee.. Thanx for the pole….:)Blush* Ty-Anny and I are ever so grateful, and we are sorry that you were subjected to watching umm strippers in action….;) W @ Ty-Ann: Yay our dream came true….. Michael with his sexy ass self..This was a great New Years Gift. Darn, Lexi, truly outdone herself huh….Michael was feeling all sort of ways when he saw the stripper pole and Lexi in action.. Ahhh Michael.. Lexi is soo lucky.. Love the shoes….
Love it… Lexi gave him greatest gift ever, her eggs and the opportunity to become a father again.. So touching.. Brought tears to my eyes. MJ and Lexi have been through so much, but the challenges have made their love stronger…
I am so loving this…… Thank DPYT!!!!! Hmmm Neverland truly is magical.. What wonder Jean Luc put in that food ????
HUGS…. @ TY-Ann, I will be printing this chapter as well along with the other chapters I have already printed out.. Have no shame…. 🙂 So now the question is.. How is Lexi going to explain the stripper pole to Lannah and the kids or is that room off limits to the chilren?? God knows other treasures are hidden that rooom.. hee hee… Sex Tape.. Never mind.. :;)
Gah….its a Firemans Pole!!
You girls and your dirty minds.
Alannah knows Mommy used to be a Fireman!
Happy New Year! WOW, u cannot imagine my excitement over the update…I’m reading and she’s better; then she goes for a jog and gives Michael her eggs? Ohhh…I didn’t see that coming. I thought she and he would make that decision together? Can it at least be like they do it as a couple? (hope that doesn’t sound weird). But like they’re preparing for ‘their baby’? Not just Michael’s baby?
Then, stripper pole…*eyes bugging out*…the ultimate MJ fantasy! *shivering with naughty thoughts* LOL!
Excellent update…YOU ROCK!
Oh god girl yoy did it again. All of your stories are so hot….but not only are they hot they are incredible. The pole scene wow…what else can I say and now another baby…but why do I have this terrible feeling about them….hope it is just a feeling…awesome…cant wait for more Thanks Dangerous…..Dawn
More good & juicy HOT MJ stories-Nice! Im luvin’ every minute of it! LOL!
WOW OMG steamy!!!
Things are going well for them, I’m so glad.
Cold shower needed here!!
OK DYPT.. I am picking up what you are putting down.. LOL… It was so releiving to come home to this update.. I had spent the weekend away with family who so dont understand my love for Michael.. They get there joy in teasing me or bad talking him… But my love for Michael will always prevail… It’s something I cant possibly see myself without… I wanted to thank you for your story..Your writing is magic filled with ecstasy, wonderment and love.. It’s just so amazing… I cant thank you enough for sharing it with us…
You so ROCK girl…..
I wanted to share this with you ladies you have seen it already.. But what the hey one can never look at Michael to much….:)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LJK_ZZ4H0m4
Ok so I have one more…. Enjoy….
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aHaiEX7Zkqg
Oh girl…you so dont realize how much that means to me.
I have been so lucky to have friends and family who are gentle with my feelings. I may get an eyeroll or two…but really who has an office full of staff who actually lets them listen and vent and then gift them with memoribilia. My brother even took of pic of the front gates of NL out of the blue one day and surprised me on FB…having no clue about ALL THIS HERE ON DPYT. lol
Just know that you and all of you always have a place to turn to when you are feeling blue, happy, horny or just need to express yourself.
Love you!
Big Hugs To You Forever Michael… Know you that are you surrounded by good MJ Peeps…. Feel the L.O.V.E.. And yes we love the golden Pants….. Sigh… Work it Michael…. Keep on working it wherever you are….. 🙂
@DPYT: Trust me, I do not think you want your brother to know about this site…. hee hee…
Awww! BWT,Happy New Year! LOL! Anyways,awwwwwwwwwwww! I love this add on! She is healthy now. Hopefully,they can have their another baby now!
@DPYT: this is the ONLY online forum I feel safe to express my MJ views. Thx for keep this place grown n’ sexy but open, honest & positive too. And not hating us if we disagree.
@Miss Prince: shout out to sis cause she always listened to my MJ rants, vents, wishes, fantasies, concerns, etc. w/ superhuman patience my whole life; not just after June 09. 🙂
@Coco: Never mind?? Girl, please! I like the way you think! 😉
Confessional time…I don’t come here just for the hot sex! LOL I come here because I know there will be others who love and appreciate Michael the way I do. Michael was a genius and an amazing soul, but he was also sex on legs and I love EVERY facet of his being. The whole package is perfection.
I don’t have any one else to talk to about Michael where I live so I know this place allows me to be around like minded people. I have to say it’s very nice.
So many people get so uptight talking about sex in general and about Michael’s sex life in particular so this place is a real haven and a breath of fresh air!
I agree with you all. This is a place of safety and honesty, where we can discuss MJ and sex in the same sentence and not be reviled. I love the ‘Passion’ on this site.
So glad there are others who agree that Michael was “…sex on legs” as Cinbad says. Cause he most definitely was!!!! Owwwww…LOL!!!
@TY-ANN and DPYT: Speaking of hidden treasures in the room, there might also be copy of a rare gold limited edition copy of the Kama Sutra.. Hee Hee. I am just saying…. Knowing how much Mike loved to read.. lol lol
Coming for another reading session of Michael and Lexi… Just as good as it was the first second and third times I read it…. No rush.. But cant wait for more….
@ Forever Michael and the Other Ladies, did you know that Jermaine Jackson, and wrote Daddy’s Home ? Could it be big Jermaine or Jermaine Jackson Jr….. Not that I am a big fan of Jermaine or anything.. I am bit surprised… lol
Came back 2 read @Coco & my favorite part…just saw your comment @Coco about the KS book, hee, hee. Just make sure he starts from page 1, no skipping to the middle & the end! We want the whole experience 😉
I know Jermaine sang Daddy’s Home as a teen…
@TY-ANN:Hee Hee I will make sure he starts from page 1.But you Mike is a visual man curious and a quick study…I wouldnt be surprised if he contributed a few illustrations/diagrams of his own to the kama sutra…Remember he was/is extremely creative and innovative… wink.. Regarding Jermaine and Daddy’s Home I caved in and bought Usher’s version yesterday and when i read the credits i saw Jermaine’s listed as one of the writers…I dont know whenever i hear that song now i think of mj. Thanks to Forever Michael…Hee Hee
* i forgot to add the word “that” in my previous comment..Hee Hee 🙂
Gee I meant “know” not “that ” lol
love it love it!
this is the perfect way for them to have kids , they could ask Bernadette to be the surrogate!
I don’t understand why Lexi can’t stay at Neverland and practise medicine in a hospital near by, if they want to be family why are they at two different coasts?
So as I am catching up I thought that I should start commenting, cause you are an awesome writer and I love all the detailing that you do in your stories
Bernie is the surrogate…thats why she is flying in
The reason they are in NYC is well of course Lex lives there, but Michael is recording Invincible.
allright …I guess I need to smarten up here…duh
Skrippa pole in the bedroom huh? lol Lexi was getting it on that shyt and Michael was just…mmhm getting stiff to the point he just had to come behind her and just softly rub his hands down her sides…lawd.
Aww…baby Blanket…berry sweet that her eggs worked.
Can’t wait for the next chapter…glad that Lexi is doing better and that Michael is being there for her <3
Love it as usual Dangerous…keep it up sweetie 🙂
@ Coco I had no idea that Jermaine wrote that.. Hmm vert interesting…
Stopping in here again to read these latest updates…. Girl this one is still on fire.. And the others are still amazing too….
Ok I so meant “very” in that previous post…
just wanted to second the vote on having an online haven to discuss Michael in general, before we even get to the sex. But I never thought of Michael like that, I always thought of him as cute and sweet, but it wasn’t until recently I started to see that other side to him.
And after he passed I learned a lot more that he had a more ‘adult kinky’ side to him and WOW was it refreshing to know! lol and just happy to know too because why not?
I never believed he was a virgin all those years, but I always believed that sex was very personal for him, but now I see he was a horndog. I don’t want to think of him as a woman chaser tho, just anything in a skirt. I want it passionate! lol
Once again I am here reading these updates…..
Not to rush but cant wait for the next one………..
I’m sorry you guys. Its just been a tough two weeks to be creative.
girl u have supplied us with enough reading material to sustain for a bit…. but ihave to admit that the stripper pole scene made our mouths watered……….. and so did spuffy… perhaps spuffy has another treat for us…. isnt that so spuffy.. ?
DYPT: Aww girl sorry you have had a rough past couple of weeks.. Hope its gets better soon… Lots of love to you…
Wanted to share this with you ladies…
http://images4.fanpop.com/image/photos/14800000/-michael-jackson-14852352-223-406.gif
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