“SCREAM” Here
What a heartbreaking day
While I dont want to get into all the conspiracy theories on the site, I want to give us a place to vent, yell, cry, and be together. Favorite or Bookmark this page so you can come back and add your thoughts as the trial moves forward. Justice will prevail.
…love you guys
this, THIS is what we lost!!!
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Well Unfortunately the Grammys are tomorrow night…. Yawn….. Not the same with our baby…….
DPYT, are you feeling better? I’m so sorry I didn’t see this post earlier.
These things happen so, the best thing to do is let it happen, let it all out, & eventually it will pass when its done. Be glad you can get all of your emotions out.
We’ve all been there.
Strangely enough, I’ve seen TII on cable a billion times but, never all at once. I’ll see a few songs here or there. I usually don’t watch the beginning w/ the dancers talking about MJ or Man In the Mirror. I only saw it completely from beginning to end in the movies. I brought the DVD & never watched it.
I’m better, I just have the beginnings of a migraine from crying. I am gonna lay down and watch the race. Believe it or not the sound of the cars is very soothing to me and relaxing. I usually dont watch it anymore but the sound will be good for me right now.
(part of my former life, I could sleep on top of the hood while its running and smell racing fuel and be happy)
I have the DVD and the USB Stick and have only watch the Xtra’s. Its just too hard. Funny huh, I can sit here and write all these stories, research and watch old vids all day but THAT movie is apparently some kind of trigger. Weird.
Hey Dangerous…how are you today???
I totally sympathize with you. I could not watch my dvd for almost a year after I bought it. I finally watched it around the beginning of this year and it was like watching a home video of a deceased family member…I still have not watched the entire thing…it’s surreal.
It’s amazing that the loss feels so great and I didn’t even know him. He was truly an inspirational individual. Such a tremendous loss.
I am better THANK YOU. I had a tiny moment watching Janet on Dateline but at least I was ready for that. Yesterday was just so random. An you are so right about the loss. I wonder what is wrong with me sometime, I didnt know the man so am I crazy?
I think it has to do with losing my youth etc…I mean I was a young teen when Mike was an older teen so he was ALWAYS there. His music was the soundtrack to my WHOLE life…and to see him persecuted like he was and to not live to see any chance to show the world some kind of redemption just breaks my heart. He didnt deserve it, his kids dont deserve it and the world didnt deserve to lose him so young.
Not sure if anyone has seen this before but, its an interview with MJ’s former manager Dieter. Never sure what to believe in MJ world but, he did bring up some interesting things…
P.S. This is translated from German so not grammatically correct English but you’ll get the points.
http://mjthekingofpop.wordpress.com/2010/11/02/my-conversation-with-dieter-wiesner-by-been-told-copyright-jacksonvillage/
Thanks for the article…. Interesting interview… 😕
@Cinbad & all: just finished reading “Honoring the Child’s Spirit” today. Loved it!
I wonder how MJ would have gotten the kids thru their teenage years, you know when kids start getting rebellious & saying I hate you instead of “my heart misses you.”
His dream was for his kids to say he was the best dad ever & he did get that dream.
I also wished the Rabbi would ask deeper questions sometimes but, I’m actually glad he published it.
Ty-Ann,
I wonder the same thing about how MJ would have been with his kids in the teenage year. It really fills my heart with sorrow that we’ll never know the answer to that question. On the other hand, I do have to laugh when I think about Paris testing limits and being a rebel…You KNOW she would have given MJ more trouble than Prince! It’s written all over her.
The book was amazing, wasn’t it?? MJ was a true prophet! I found the book on line and ran it off so I could keep a copy without buying it.
Rabbit annoyed me with his run on questions. No one knows how to interview anymore! Ask one or two one ended questions and shut up. Let the person have the floor. Instead, he would ask 5 or 6 questions. Poor MJ must have sat there thinking, “What one do you want me to answer first?? What were we talking about again??”
What parts did you like the best? I liked two in particular. One had to do with humor and laughter. MJ said, “We are going to find out in this next century that there is something really magical about laughter…I think some kind of chemical reaction takes place in the soul.” I really believe that. I have Native family and their belief is that an infant’s soul isn’t fully attached to the body until he or she laughs for the first time. Once that happens, the family has a huge celebration because the child is now a full human being.
The other section I really like is on security. MJ said, “Children are secure because they are connected to the source. And as you become more and more detached, we feel the light sort of diminish inside us and now we need other people to shine their light on us.” I believe that too. My family taught me that children were put on this earth to remind everyone to keep gentle hearts and hands.
Yes, indeed, MJ was a true prophet…..
*cough* link above *cough*
@Cinbad: I’m glad you brought up things your family said that MJ also said because it showed he didn’t “invent” those ideas. There are people already raising their children in loving ways. Miss Prince and I are living proof & it sounds like you are too 🙂 I’m glad that he was one of the “loving” parents who raised his children with love because it is a “choice.”
My favorite part was when he said he knew his kids had to be “street smart” but he wasn’t. That he didn’t want to teach his kids fear by saying “stay away from that guy” but, that he would just keep them away from “that guy.” He was making the decisions to keep them safe but I wanted to know who was making the decisions to keep him safe?! He was a horrible judge of character!
I also loved the part when the Rabbi tried to say the fans loved him for what he did & not who he was & MJ corrected him. I didn’t know until after MJ passed how much he really loved his fans. If I knew it made a difference, I would of been sending this guy a letter every day!
As with the last Rabbi book I always wished a third party was there (who had some sense) to have a real conversation with Mike. Everytiime the conversation got deep, the Rabbi would “act” like he understood and repeat what Mike said when instead I felt he should of made Mike go even deeper. Oh well, maybe the book would be too long then.
I secretly wish there was a 3rd book devoted to MJ’s bad relationships. It would of been great if the Rabbi just devoted time to sending MJ out on dates and discussing what went right/wrong!
Hmm…I wonder what he told the Rabbi about Lexi..LOL!
Katherine & the kids will be on tv again tomorrow:
http://abcnews.go.com/GMA/video/king-pops-mom-speaks-12989077
On a side note: I am presently reading Michael Jackson Conspiracy written by Aphrodite Jones.. Shaking MY Head.. It is crying a shame no one had the balls to warn Michael about the Arvizos…. I read George Lopez testimony and I am disgusted at the he and the bozos as the Laugh Factory did not take the time, or had the decency to reach out to MJ and forewarn him about the Arviso or whatever their names is…… Amazing. I have had this book in my possession for almost 3 years now, and I have recently decided to read it.. I started reading three weeks ago…. The more I read, the enraged I becom.. I probably should have left it alone…. What probably bothers me the most is that this family is responsible for Michael’s demise in his later years.. This family disgust me.. Including Garvin…..
I’ve successfully avoided this book for the longest because I didn’t want to be angry. Not sure I’ll ever read it so I give you props for that. Like to know what you think when you finish though.
I am still reading the Conspiracy by Aphrodite Jones.. Shaking my head at the travesty which they called a trial.. Truly a waste of resources, and time. The Arvizos are insane… Have no words for Tom Sneddon and Martin Bashir… The book is very engaging… Will make your blood boil. Do not recommend reading this book on the train,…
Here is dedication to Michael. I wrote this 2 years ago when Michael died.
Michael In Memoriam
By “COCO”
August 29th 1958 June 25th-2009
On Friday, August 29th 1958, the universe welcomed a wondrous being, named Michael Joseph Jackson.
During the course of the next 5 decades, Michael Jackson’s presence, created a cataclysmic event in the world of entertainment.
His music and supernatural dancing formed a symbiotic bond, which not only transformed the world of entertainment, however the globe. His music and his prophetic message spoke of unity, and bringing individuals together from all corners of the globe, all ethnicity, creeds, races, religion, gender, and orientation.
His talent was limitless and boundless. He was not bounded by time, space, or energy.
He knew no boundaries, and sought the highest standards of excellence, which is beyond our comprehension and understanding.
It is almost an understatement to say that Michael, was simply ahead of his time, or our time for that matter. He was more than a genius, He was a kaleidoscope, and wove a fine tapestry for all of us to admire. We became a part of his mosaic. We, were connected to him and as he was connected to each and every one of us.
On June 25th 2009, the earth stood still, and a deafening silence permeated throughout the world, when we heard that the man, the artist, the dancer, and entertainer, ceased to exist. Nothing could have prepared us for this moment, as we all became dumbfounded, and paralyzed with immense grief, shock and disbelief, that our worst fear has manifested. The dance stopped.
The sweet, angelic voice which comforted millions, was silenced. It is difficult, to conceive of Michael Jackson in the past tense, when for so many of us, still think and speak of him in the present.
Michael, thank you for taking us on such a fantastic, journey.
When you smiled, we smiled, when you laughed, we laughed with you, when you cried, we cried with you, and when you danced, oh gosh, when you danced, we danced with you, and when you sang, we sang with you.
We thank you for sharing your talent, your grace, your wisdom, your spirit, your generosity, your energy, your time, your music, your dance. We cannot thank you enough Michael. Your infinite legacy, will live on forever, because you can rest assure knowing that we will carry on the mantle, and the carry the torch, so that your flame will never extinguished. You have a been excellent teacher, mentor, father to not only your three beautiful children, but to so many other individuals.
Although you have transcended from the physical realm, deep down in our hearts, we know that your spirit will live on infinitely, eternally, and forever.
Dearest Michael, we love you. We loved you yesterday. We love you today and we will continue to love you till eternity. Farewell Michael, till we meet again on someday, on a different journey. We Miss You Dearly. Michael, keep on dancing in the stratosphere, as we will continue your dance here on earth. We love you Michael. More than you will ever know…….
“I am here and I will live forever.” Michael Jackson
god, coco! your dedication is truely beautiful. crying now…
i just miss him so much! and every time i think i’m getting better something like this or a picture or a song… trigger me and the pain and the grief and the missing… everything is back again.
I know Break of Dawn.. I completely understand how you are you feeling. I am sorry if i triggered any pain by posting this, but I wanted to share it with the DPYT crew.
don’t be sorry… i really like your words.
and knowing you and the gurls here understand these feelings is really comforting!
big hugs to ya all!
@ Coco, I love and agree with everything you said, and you make me not want to read it though. I don’t have it but was planning on buying it since it became available again, but this is what sets me back 1,000 paces in my grief. To think of how he was treated!
I just can’t fathom how he got through it, and people always want to get down on him, he was publically lynched at any given chance and it was just A-Okay with everyone. The Arvizos need to rot in the darkest pits of hell to do this to someone. See what greed and hate gave birth too? And I hate that no one warned him. I think people did mention it to him but what happened? How did he still manage to get hooked up with them? Ugh, I hate it and Sneddon…He is truly the devil.
I cry thinking about the raids. To think of him at home and the police coming into his sanctuary and going through his things, and putting on display such personal things like his porn for utter bulls*it reasons! I just hate him going through that, it really is depressing to me because he never hurt anyone like that and to just be treated like garbage instead of the true gem and Godsend he was….I need to stop this rant now….
@Coco,
I love everything you said! You nailed it! I used to write stories and poetry a long time ago as a way to channel my thoughts. At times, I think about writing something for Michael, but every time I even look at a piece of paper, I freeze. How can I express thoughts about a person who truly defies explanation?? There aren’t words in the English language to adequately convey what I feel about Michael. I’m left “Speechless.” Just like his song. Maybe someday I’ll find the right words, but for now, the feelings are all locked away in my heart.
@ GunGirl: Believe me it took a lot of guts to read it. Those people were manipulative and con artists. The book will open your eyes to a lot of things,and it was truly a nasty game, and Michael got caught up in it because of his kind heart, and generosity. Poor baby…. They destroyed his spirit.. I almost finished..I have to put it down for a bit, but I am almost done. Michael had such no nonsense demeanor in the court room. We know truth.. I am still waiting for public apology from the Arvisos and Jordie Chandler…. Nuff Said
Keep waiting
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