End of Innocence: V
End of Innocence:V
April 2000
Stepping inside of the elegant apartment Michael smiled warmly at Rosa as she took his raincoat and hat and hung them on the rack to dry.
“The baby is in her room Sir; I just put her pajamas on.”
“Thank you Rosa, is Lexi home yet?”
“No…she is still at work, it is all she ever wants to do any more. Mi Hija never sees her own Mother.”
Michael could tell she was tired and he wanted to spend some time alone with Alannah anyway so he suggested,
“I can put her to bed tonight, my car is still downstairs. Let me call them and they can take you home.”
“Gracias, it has been a long day.”
Phoning the limo Michael completed the arrangements for the Nanny and made his way into Alannah’s room. As he peeked in on her, he saw that she was setting up a tea party at a small table in the center of the room. He smiled as she sang quietly to herself,”Be our guest, be our guest…..be our guest BE OUR GUEST.” Never getting past the line but enjoying her fun all the same.
“Good evening Alannah, are you having a party tonight?”
Looking up in surprise, he watched as her face lit up and she ran to greet him while he picked her up in a happy hug.
“Michael! Yes, tea…have some?”
“OK, but I don’t know. Are boys allowed?”
“Oh yes, but I have some stuff to wear.”
“Really stuff? What kind ‘lannah? Will I look silly?”
Michael sat on the edge of her bed as she began to drape him with fancy feather boas and plopped a big white ladies hat with an ostrich feather attached to it on his head.
“There Michael, now you are ready.”
Catching a glimpse of his reflection in the mirror he giggled and asked,
“Where do you want me to sit Alannah? I really want tea and your mother tells me that you make a lovely cup.”
Taking him by the hand she led him to a tiny seat at the table and poured him a pretend cup.
“Here you go. I hope you like it.”
Michael watched as she placed her Teddy Bear in a seat and poured him some before sitting down.
“This is very good, I hope there is more? I think I might like a second cup.”
“Yes there is. Daddy always wanted more, so I make lots.”
Turning his head away, Michael blinked back tears when Alannah mentioned Robert. He had fought bravely for over a month but pneumonia had eventually set in and he passed away in early March. Lexi had thrown herself back into her work and Alannah seemed to be left alone with her Nanny for much of the time. Michael had traveled to New York to work on the album and tried to take time to just spend with her alone.
Hearing a squeak from the corner Michael walked over and watched as a white mouse began to run in its wheel of the cage. Alannah walked over and they both stood and watched him for a moment before she said,
“His name is Ben.”
“Really, Ben?”
Alannah walked in front of Michael and he couldn’t help but begin to sing to her.
Ben, the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I’ll never be alone
And you, my friend, will see
You’ve got a friend in me
(you’ve got a friend in me)
Alannah turned and eyed him seriously,
“How do you know that song?”
“Alannah, I have sang that song ever since I was a little.”
“You sound like Poppa.”
“What?”
Taking him by the hand she led him to the living room and opened the case for the VHS tapes. In between all the Disney and educational material were two homemade tapes that she pulled out and handed to Michael. Both were marked “Poppa”
“What is on this Babygirl?”
“Mommy plays them for me when I can’t sleep.”
“Do you want me to put them on now?”
Alannah nodded her head and climbed up on the couch and waited. Michael powered on the television and pushed in the tape. He switched off the lamp as he joined ‘lannah on the couch and removed his tea party gear. When the tape started he was taken aback by its contents, Lexi sat in front of the camera in a rocking chair holding a fussy infant Alannah in her arms. She looked tired as she addressed the lens,
“OK Mom, I finally sat down for a minute and turned on the camera so you can see her on film and not just pictures. I am really tired so I am just going to put on some music for a bit.
Michael laughed as Lexi clicked through CD after CD in the changer and then finally as his voice filled the air the baby became quiet and she showed her off to the camera.
Alannah climbed over the cushions and into Michaels lap,
“That’s Poppa singing, Mommy told me.”
“She did?”
“Yes, she told me he loves me.”
Pulling her close, Michael watched the baby on the tape and heard his voice singing.
Looking out across the morning
The city’s heart begins to beat
Reaching out, I touch her shoulder
I’m dreaming of the street
If they say, why, why? Tell ’em that is human nature
Why, why does he do me that way?
If they say, why, why? Ooh, tell ’em
Why, why does he do me that way?
He hadn’t noticed he was singing along until he saw Alannah staring up at him again. Her voice was hushed when she spoke,
“Michael, are you my Poppa, you sound like him?”
“Would you like me to be?”
Alannah’s eyes were huge and she nodded her head up and down quickly as he pulled her in for a hug.
“I do love you Alannah, I do.”
“I love you too Poppa Michael.”
Cradled in his arms she fell asleep listening to him softly sing along to her tape as he watched her as a baby on the television. He realized at some point Lexi had forgotten to turn off the camera and she nodded off in the rocking chair. Michael thought they were both so beautiful and innocent in the unguarded moments captured on the video and he was thankful beyond measure that he was able to see them that way.
After several minutes, the baby cried out to be fed and he watched as Lexi unconsciously pulled aside her gown to feed her. Michael felt a tug of emotion as he watched a memory he never thought he would ever witness unfold.
This was how Lexi found them when she finally came home from work. Alannah asleep in Michael’s arms, Michael fighting back tears, and the last of an almost four year old tape, winding down on the VCR.
Bending over the back of the couch Lexi reached for the remote of the VCR and turned it off. “I see you got her to sleep, it’s not easy sometimes…especially lately. I think she gets that from you.” Not thinking she leaned over and kissed her daughter’s cheek that lay on Michael’s shoulder. Unable to resist after the emotional time spent watching the video he gently stroked Lexi’s hair. Rising up slightly, she gazed into his eyes as his thumb traveled to her face, “You look beautiful tonight.” Closing her eyes for a moment she turned towards his palm and savored the feeling of his touch upon her face. He watched the deep breath she took before her eyes flashed open and she quickly stood, “I need to get her to bed, if she wakes up I will never get her back down.” Not missing the slight grimace that crossed his face she looked on as he stood and gathered Alannah in his arms and walked her to her room and placed her gently in the bed. Michael’s soft kiss on her forehead as he pulled up the covers tugged at Lexi’s heart and she had to turn quickly away to hold herself together.
Michael found Lexi at the bar pouring a glass of wine. Reaching above them he pulled down a glass for himself along with the bottle and a spare and took her by the hand back to the couch where he poured a generous glass before sliding back with a deep sigh.
“She knows”
Lexi was still adjusting a pillow for her back when he said it and she questioned him,
“Excuse me? She knows?”
“She knows Lex…she figured it out. That I am her Father.”
Even in the dim light he could see the color drain from her face.
“Michael, I always assumed she would and that I would tell her…but this seems so soon especially after losing her Dad, emm Robert.”
“She called me Poppa. She got it from that video tape Lex.”
“I see…”
“I guess there is a part of me that is thankful that you didn’t totally shut me out of her life all this time.”
“Well, as you could tell she loves music, just like you. I have played your music for her. Michael, I have always told her that her Poppa was singing those songs. I didn’t want to lie to her. I did tell her that he…that you loved her.”
Lexi paused and took a long sip off of her glass,
“But when Robert came into our lives, he was her Dad. He treated her like she was his own child.”
Michael could hear her voice crack as she spoke about Robert and he reached over and took her hand,
“I’m grateful to him for taking care of you both Lex, he sounds like a wonderful person. I am sorry that you have to go through this.”
“You know we talked about something like this happening a few times, that is why he made sure his will was up to date. He just seemed healthy even with the age difference; it just goes to show stress takes its toll. That stroke came out of nowhere. “
“That’s why you need to take care of yourself too girl. You don’t have to work so hard anymore. You have this place and the house in The Hamptons, plus Santa Monica, right?”
“Yes, I never thought I would be so set Michael. The allowance for Alannah and I is plenty and her trust is more than she will ever need.”
“Lexi, Alannah will never have to worry about anything. She’s my daughter.”
She squeezed his hand before speaking,
“I know, but there was a time when I used to worry how we would make it Michael. I just didn’t want to interfere in your life anymore; you had so much going on and your babies too.”
A long comfortable silence passed as they both thought about the years that had gone by until Michael finally leaned forward and filled their glasses again.
“How are you Lex, I’m worried about you?”
They both took a long drink and Lexi felt her face flush from the alcohol and she shrugged,
“Alright I guess, I just take it day to day.”
“You should try to get home earlier, she misses you.”
“I know, it’s just that sometimes I am late with rounds.”
“OK, just try to remember.”
Lexi drank down the last of the wine and set the glass down abruptly.
“I need to stop drinking this Michael, I really do.”
“Hey…hey are you alright?”
She turned her head away and tried to blink away the tears that had started to form. But Michael could see them and gently pulled her back against his chest, “Lex, girl…listen, just sit here for a second. You have been pushing yourself so hard. Come here.”
It felt good to lean into him, to let his quiet strength surround her for a moment. Lexi lay with him on the couch and they relaxed together at last. She could smell his warm scent and hear the steady drum of his heart against her ear as he softly rubbed her back. Michael reached into his jeans and pulled out his phone, dialing it while they lay there. Lexi was surprised when she heard his conversation.
“Hi, it’s Michael.”
“No, I can’t make it tonight. I have something that came up. Can you just give me some ideas on that bridge for One More Chance? I have something in mind too; I’ll run it by you later.”
“Ok…sure. I will.”
Switching the phone to vibrate he tossed it on the floor and lifted her up to rest her head on his shoulder.
“Michael, you don’t have to cancel your studio time. You should go.”
“I didn’t cancel it, they are still there working. I will listen to it later.”
Turning, he looked at her with gentle eyes,
“It feels right to be here with you girl. I wouldn’t miss it for the world.”
Lexi felt her blood pressure begin to rush in her ears and her stomach turned over from nervousness. She wasn’t quite sure what was happening or if anything actually was but she was beginning to hope…
Feeling her breath on his neck was as intoxicating as the wine. Closing his eyes he tried not to think about losing himself to her caresses. Smelling the unmistakable aroma of her hair and feeling the firm, round pressure of her breasts against his side, he struggled to maintain his composure. All he had to do was turn his head and her lips were his for the taking, they were so close.
Lexi’s blouse had risen up on her back and Michael could feel her soft skin against his hand as he absently mindedly stroked his fingers up and down on her waist. They felt electric against her and he smiled as she moaned slightly under her breath. Michael’s free hand began to travel from her thigh to her stomach when she reached down and caught it with hers. For a fleeting moment he was embarrassed realizing he shouldn’t have tried to push her further and he should have just enjoyed the closeness they were sharing. But just as he was about to pull away she slid his hand under the front of her blouse and onto her breast. Her nipple was hardened and waiting under his fingertips as she raised her chin up to capture his lips with hers. It took a moment for him to realize what was happening; she was open and willing….and he was not going to lose the chance to make love to her.
Rolling towards her he sought out her lips. They were just as he remembered soft, sweet, and full of promise.
“Uh Alexis.”
Throwing her head back with a moan she whispered,
“Don’t stop Michael.” Abruptly he let her go and rolled to his feet,
“No, I can’t.”
Lexi felt naïve and embarrassed, why would he want to be with her again.
“I’m sorry Michael. I…I shouldn’t have done that.”
Sitting up she straightened her blouse and looked up at him as he held his hand out to her,
“Girl…I only stopped because I don’t want to be with you out here, on this couch. We deserve better than that, come on let’s go to bed.”
Taking his hand, Lexi stood and wrapped her arms around his neck as he pulled her into to his body. His mouth seemed hungry and he held her by the back of her head to hold her in place. When they finally broke apart they were both breathing hard and Michael laughed aloud before finally pushing her in front of him down the hall. “Hurry, don’t you know I have been waiting for this for years Babe…years.”
Smiling as she walked through the bedroom door it suddenly hit her. The seriousness of the step she was about to take in her life. Michael sensed her trepidation and turned her around to face him.
“Is it too soon? I understand if you aren’t ready to do this. Especially here….baby remember when you were with me at Neverland after Hunter? If you want to change your mind, it’s alright”
“I remember Michael, it is a big step and it hasn’t been very long for society’s sake since Robert passed. But for you and me it has been forever. How long is long enough?”
“Then I guess it’s time.”
Michael sat down on the edge of the bed and grasped her hips, running his hands around to feel her backside before pulling her between his legs. Raising the bottom of her blouse he brushed his lips across her stomach and looked up into her eyes, “I want you so bad. Lex I have thought about this moment so many times.”
Reaching for her buttons, Lexi unfastened them as Michael’s hands brushed softly against her skin, as she slid the silk of the blouse off of her shoulders he pulled her on top of him and they fell upon the bed…a tangle of passion and excitement. His lips found the curve of her neck and she could feel the tiny bites of his teeth as he made his way down to her shoulder. Lexi’s breath quickened as he pulled the strap of her bra away and ran his tongue over her collarbone and his thumb caressed her hardened nipple over the lace cup. Circling it gently he bent his head down and bit it tenderly over the material, grinding his teeth over the point several times before looking up at her lust filled face.
The look on his face as he sat up and removed his shirt was almost as sensual as his mouth on her body. She kept her eyes locked with his as she slid her skirt off and tossed it aside. It was then that he stopped focusing on her face; his eyes traveling the length of her body, before he finally reached behind her to unhook her bra.
Lexi was full of sensations, and the one she felt at that moment was heat. Well fire! Everywhere he touched her felt like a thousand sparks running through her body and just as one started to calm down another took its place. His hands slid up underneath the cup of her bra and she felt his palm roll gently over her breast before his fingers softly trailed down her side. She was breathless and yearning and she cried out for more as she drew the lingerie off her arms. “I’ve missed your hands….” Michael leaned over and kissed her deeply, biting her bottom lip as he released her mouth. “My hands, is that all? I think we will see about that.” Finally he bent his head and took her wholly between his lips. Lexi’s sigh as he sucked her nipple made him smile and flick his tongue over her flesh before sucking hard once again with his lips. Arching her back, Lexi held him close and struggled not to lose herself too soon. Michael could feel her trembling against his stomach and he was excited and anxious to finally feel her surround him.
Resting his head on his hand, he watched her reaction as he moved his fingers past the elastic of her panties and across her waiting folds. She was wet and shaved bare, the feeling of her so ready and slick forced his eyes closed and his jaw to clench in anticipation. Quickly withdrawing his fingers he brought them to his mouth and tasted her essence. Feeling her subtle flavor upon his lips prompted him to begin to push her panties off but they only made it below her knees before he slid down and buried his face in the space between her legs. Crying out in pleasure as his tongue swept across her opening Lexi bucked her hips towards his mouth, rotating slightly as he found her enlarging pearl with his lips. Managing to kick her panties off completely Lexi opened her legs up for him, running her hands down her thighs and pulling herself open with her thumbs. “Aye baby…yes.” Michael heard her cry as he flicked his tongue against her, then gently sucking her to a hardened mass. She was clutching the sheets and Michael held her hips down with his forearm as he licked, then slid two fingers deep inside her. Stroking lightly he continued to stimulate her with his tongue and lips. Lexi was so close he could feel her body clamping down; when he knew she was almost at her peak he quickly rotated his fingers and pushed hard upwards while rubbing softly with his bottom lip. The result was instantaneous, still holding her down he tasted her as she came. Waves of literal satisfaction washed over his lips and her moans of ecstasy reverberated in the room.
Moving up her body he stretched out alongside her and kissed her softly. Bringing his fingers to her lips she sucked them seductively as he whispered softly in her ear, “You came so hard. I loved doing that for you Babe.” Still trying to catch her breath Lexi arms were stretched above her head and Michael placed tender kisses along her body until she reached out and held him close. “Mmm roll over and relax, it’s your turn.” Rising up on her knees Lexi unbuttoned his pants and slowly unzipped the zipper. Michael leaned back and folded his arms behind his head to watch. “Are you bored already Michael?” Lexi asked as she ran her tongue down the center of his stomach. “Gahd…no. I just want to watch you girl.” Her tongue found the head of his shaft lying above the elastic of his underwear and she gently circled it several times. Feeling his body jump at her seductive move made her happy and she placed several kisses around it to entice him further. Suddenly his hands were busy; he had them in her hair and caressing her backside. Knowing that she had teased him enough Lexi began to pull his pants off of his body.
Finally they were both free of their clothing and Lexi celebrated by sliding her lips fully around him. The softness of her mouth around him was erotic and it was all he could do to keep from coming. When Lexi began to move her lips and tongue over just the tip Michael struggled to hold on. He couldn’t help it but he had to push his hips up and have her take him deeper and longer. Sensing his need she moved lower and sucked him over and over. Her hand stroked as she ran her tongue underneath from his sac to the head, tasting the salty liquid at the tip. Michael pushed her hair back and their eyes met. His as he furrowed his brow, deep in lust and desire…hers with the hope of his eventual gratification. As he watched her flick her tongue over him he realized he needed her, wanted her, and had to be inside her.
Grabbing her arms he pulled her up, “Get on.” Unsure of what he wanted Lexi hesitated, “Get on Baby, I need you.” Michael’s eyes pleaded with her as she placed herself in position. Reaching down she spread her wetness across his tip and lowered down slowly. Both of them gasped as he slid in her tight space. “Michael…wait.” Lexi clutched his shoulders and flexed her internal muscles several times before she finally began to move. Running his hands up her body he squeezed her breasts as she began to roll her hips into his. Leaning back slightly Lexi bounced up and down on top of him as he got closer and closer to his climax.
Michael suddenly rolled her over and pulled away, dragging her over to the edge of the bed. Immediately she turned around and offered him what he wanted. Bending down he spread her lips and licked some of the wetness that lay there before standing and thrusting deeply inside. Lexi gasped as Michael began to earnestly take his pleasure. Neither of them were quiet, their gasping, cries and moaning filled the air all around. Michael pulled Lexi up and back into his chest, “I can’t help it you are making me crazy.” He rotated his hips up and around before pushing her back onto the bed. Lexi moaned loudly, “I want you…so much.” Michael reached up and wrapped a fistful of her hair around his hand and pulled her back into his hips. As he stroked her relentlessly he felt her begin to clamp around him again. “Come on, let me feel you come.” He felt her tense and then release, the warmth of her juices allowing him to slide even better as he thrust faster against her from behind. As he looked down her saw her face, once again in total ecstasy underneath him and he hit his peak. As it burst out of him, he pumped deep inside his lover until he was drained and he gathered her in his arms eventually drifting off to sleep.
Lexi was perfectly still. So still that she could tell that he was really sleeping when she got out of bed to go to the bathroom. She kept the lights off until she was safely inside but had to turn them on to find her medication. It was hard to walk and the room seemed like it was closing in….maybe she should sit down.
He heard the noise even though he was sleeping. Sitting up in the bed he saw the bathroom light was on and he rushed over and opened the door. The chair for the vanity was knocked over and beside it on the floor laid Lexi, unconscious and bleeding.
To be continued…
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that was wonderful….
i knew you killed him..lol but i like the connection you made with regards to when hey first met and hunter had passed away..it strengthens their bond even more..
its great alexis still kept mikey in alannahs life some kinda way…and it was so sweet for him to play tea party with her…i could picture him sittin there with a hat and a boa on…lol too cute..
and that sex scene was the shit…i needed that..so detailed..i was picturing it while i was readin it..hell i could feel it..lol and it was so raw and passionate…
and i love that come here gif…i have it saved on my computer…
i loved everything…and it gave me a break from that LIML thread with all that bs that was going on…
medication?
unconscious and bleeding?
OH MY WORD.
i’ve never commented but i must say i love this story. and this chapter, WOW! the end was so unexpected, can’t wait for an update. 🙂
Hi kolby!! So glad you are here and decided to comment. It really does make it all worth it for me when you guys talk back. I know that sounds dorky but after spending hours and hours on a story, just hearing your opinions and comments on the finished product (good or bad) really motivates me to do more. So…WELCOME and please keep talking to us.
BTW, I am happy that you love the story too. YAY
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MrsJackson, Hello wifey. LOL
Glad you came ovah to visit. Ha ha. Hey Rob was a nice guy but dude was in the way. But he was RICH and took good care of our girl while Mike was busy being a fastass and making babies. LOL
Glad that you liked the “tea” party. Is that desperate or what? I mean how much more can a girl beg right? But honestly I thought it would be cute for Michael to spend some time with “lannah and to show she is smart like her Poppa too.
You guys needed some good lovin, its been awhile so I had to get our couple back together the right way…ALL THE WAY. ahem
So glad we got a new chapter!! Thanks again for doing stuff like this to please all of us.
I knew Robert was going to pass, but I love that he took care of them and seemed to be a great person.
“Tea Party” HEHE..definitely needed right now LOL. I love that the little sweetheart just figured it out that he was her daddy and that Lexi didnt hide it.
That sex scene…WOW. It was raw, steamy, hot..just what they would do, especially with a few drinks in them, and after so long.
OMG with Lexi passed out!! Scaring me here! I wonder what shes been taking.
GREAT JOB again!
Very nice! (Nice to get back to the sex! I’m shallow that way.) Now…unconscious and bleeding? Why is it always like this?
(I used to have a kindergarten student who used to say, “What is it always like this?” all the time. LOL)
Dangerous, You deserve a standing ovation right now, because this was frigging brilliant. I loved the loving, open and honest interaction with Lannah and Michael, and I can see how much Michael loves his little Lannah. I love you most lol for including my favourite MJ song of all time ” Human Nature” … How did you know…??? You deserve a hug right now….. OMG and yes MJ approves every single bit of your writing…. The sex scene between Lexi and MJ was Off The Wall. Love it.. Such spiritual moment.. They needed it, so desperately… I am afraid for Lexi…. I hope she is going to be okay, because I do not how much more Michael and Lannah could take…..
Thank you so much for writing this latest installment in the Lexi/MJ series…. I am sending loads of hugs and positive energy….. Standing Ovation and Loads of Hugs…
At last! At last an update, at last they’ve got their shit together and at last some hot’n’sweaty Michael-Sex!!! Yee-haaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
Ho dayum woman…what the hell’s happenin now?? Tell me she’s not dyin..! They’ve just got some sense into their heads, and now she’s unconscious and takin meds… one does wonder…
Lmao @ Robert bein a nice guy but “dude was in the way” hahaha 🙂 Nicely put, hunnibunch! Keep up the good work – I’m needin to finish my update at some point over the weekend, but unfortunately shit like work and real life keep gettin in da way *o*
xx
Wow what an update! I loved the making love part. But the best part for me was when Michael was wearing the boa and the ladies hat! That is perfect! And the vision of him sleeping with his child in his arms! That is just beautiful!! Once again your writing is Outstanding!!
And once again I want to tell you that I love your story!
Welcome back DPYT! Cyberspace was loveless without you. 🙂
A moment of silence for Robert…and we’re done.
I loved, loved, LOVED the tea party! Was I the only one imagining that scene in my head? Don’t you love the man more knowing how good he was with kids?
That love scene left me speechless! Lexi just experienced the gif on the home page! “Get on?!” Mike don’t have to ask me twice. What happened this week to make that come out of your imagination? Was it seeing the FORCE on the big screen? All the snippets from the new CD? Oh, well, the mikegasm came back with a vengence…all pun intended. Welcome back girl!
@DPYT: PLEADE DON’T HATE ME but, I still need answers! Miss Prince told me to stop bothering her about it but, I need to know why MJ stopped calling Lexi after he left their house and the next thing she knows he’s married twice & has two kids!
Yes they are reunited but, MJ or not, I would need to know when the man just fell out of love with me; that he felt he could treat me that way.
Is he aware that they may have conceived Alannah @ that time when he just walked out & never came back?
Lexi is lucky that she ran into the rich dr. but, that’s not the norm. I would of had to move in with my mother, tried to hold down a job, give moms some rent & food money for putting us up, give her some casino money so she can take a break from babysitting, try to feed this baby that won’t stop moonwalking and singing and just when I get this kid enrolled in school…..oh look, MJ just wants to go back into the bedroom where we left off?
Look, I’m not crazy, I’ll go back into that bedroom because I love him but, I just need some answers before I assume the position.
Sorry, it’s Sat. night, typing and drinking sometimes is not a good mix…*hiccup*.
@Ty-Ann, I’m cracking up over you saying he don’t have to ask you twice about ‘getting on’ lmao.
OMG DPYT, love that you put that in there ‘get on’ wow, I didn’t think to put it that way. Love the doggy style and the hair pulling, but still so loving and lust filled. I love imagining Michael like this and not scared of sex and intimacy or gay like the world thought he was.
But most of all loved him with Alanna and her figuring it all out. I got emotional over her calling him ‘Michael’ I wanted her to say ‘daddy’ that’s what he wanted too. *sniff* So sorry he missed all the baby time. But glad Mike was always in Lexi’s thoughts. Sigh.
What I also liked was that there seemed to be a sorta disconnect with them when she first came home, even with their conversation there was a distance there, but by the time the were done cuddling on the couch and ended up in the bedroom the old L&M were back and back being passionate and lovin’ so we know what some good sex will do, it will set everything right. (sometimes)
And knocked unconscious? Okay, let’s hope it’s just some high blood pressure from the stress. *bites nails*
OMG, can I tell you again how much I love this story.
What is more beautiful than a Poppa holding his sleeping daughter in his arms. It’s even more beautiful when it’s Michael.
I’m so glad he and Lexi were together; I hope nothing is going to happen to her.
Bring it on my friend
Hi Ladies,
I watched me some TV and crashed after posting last night. It looks like you are happy with the outcome. Cool!!!
Ty-Ann…bwahahahaha at your “a moment of silence for Robert” DAMN She’s rich bish. (god I miss Dave Chappelle)
OK SEX
Hmmm, Ya’ll liked that huh? LOL
You deserved some good lovin. I mean dang its been YEARS for you as well!!!
I tried to convey that feeling of, how do I put it…being seperated from that special person in your life and finally you get to be with them. So you have it all planned out. LOL It is going to be all sensual and sexy and by the end its just off the chain porn star. LOL
OK Ty-Ann lets deal with your issues now
Michael never fell out of love with Lexi…he just happened to love Lisa too.
Here is some homework LOL:
http://dangerouspyt.com/main/2010/10/end-of-innocence-ii/
As they discussed I believe it was last chapter, He just thought she would be there whenn he got time for him ( more or less). When he went to shoot the video Lisa filed for divorce, Debbie lost the baby, and then Lisa got sick (there are tabloid reports of some scary things that happened after their split and eventual reconcilliation or whatever that was). It was a, I will get to her kinda of thing and she got the impression that he was rebounding on her and she left for NYC. (He couldnt find her until the day on the street in LA) NO, he didnt think she was pregnant. It never crossed his mind. Besides that was what he was working secretly with Debbie on.
Remember when they left the cemetary and he gave her the documents and the keys back and stuff? Well I havent addressed it yet but he told her there was other things in the package to look over later. Those other things will come out and answer some of the questions you had on how did she get by until Dr Rich show up. I do want to emphasis that Lexi did love Robert though, they had a very happy life together. LOL Damn I should have named him Robert Rich LOL
Before I close for now I just saw your comment Sandylee…I really was not going to say anything cause it makes me cry. But……I wrote the tea party and Michael holding his daughter scene for Paris, who misses EVERYTHING about her Daddy.
We do too, Babygirl…we do too
@ It is very obvious that Michael and Paris shared some very special Daddy/Daughter Moments…. Paris is a Daddy’s girl.. and So Is “Lannah”.
Lannah and Lexi are extremely blessed. Sigh…
“Girl…I only stopped because I don’t want to be with you out here, on this couch. We deserve better than that, come on let’s go to bed.”
I love that quote, Michael you sly dog you, you probably didn’t want Lannah to catch you in the act….. lol lol
Nice cup of coffee & DPYT in the afternoon, what could be better 😉
@Gunngirl: get on? G-girl, MJ would have to remind me to get off sometimes so he could write songs, practice dancing, counting $$$, you know, all those Michael things he got to do that don’t include me, him, a cobra, LOL! (Oops, shouldn’t of said that on a Sunday *looks heavenward for forgiveness*)
@DPYT: thanks for addressing my concerns & not banishing me from your website (um, I saw that happened to someone someplace else LOL). I recently saw “Colored Girls” & in one scene the Janet character told her husband that she loved him “on purpose” & she wanted to know when he just decided to not love her the way she wanted. That really stuck with me because I’m like that. I always want answers about everything in life but, when love is concerned I know I’m not going to get a clear definite one but, I keep asking anyway. Hope that’s making sense.
You cleared things up for me so I’m good now. You keep MJ alive on this site w/out all the BS! I’m so deep into this story, you have to pry my PC from my cold dead hands.
Lmao @ “cold dead hands” I know what you mean 🙂
My question is answered in a roundabout way – she’s not dyin, or not yet anyways. Something about the package that will come out later on..? That means she’s not going to kick the bucket in the next chapter.
I wait with baited breath…
LOL I can tell you guys Lexi is not dying. But she is not healthy either.
OMG! I love this new part. Oh my,I hope Lexi is ok.
DPT, when Paris said that to Oprah, my heart broke in a million pieces with lotsa tears. We only knew Michael as a great entertainer. Those kids lost their Dad. No one knows what they are going through.
Again, what a beautiful part this was.
Love to you
Oh, I didn’t see this Oprah interview so I don’t know what you guys are talking about. OH man, now I’ll have to see if I can find it. Sounds depressing. So surprised the kids talked to her.
But thanks for clarifying the tea party thing was for her. I believe she was a total daddy’s girl and did have a special bond. In a lot of pictures the way she’s always holding or touching him, there’s just something I noticed that makes me see a special bond between them. They were very close. And he was her only real parent, Debbie wasn’t a regular mom to them.
She was way too young to lose such a special, amazing father like Michael. He loved his kids beyond anything else. It’s just losing a dad like Michael… I mean, GAH! how is she coping?!?! How are they all coping?!
I love that we have children in the story now, Michael was born to be a father, he’s so nurturing and gentle and loving. In a way now I kinda like that things didn’t happen all perfect like marriage and then kids. I love that no matter how the kids go there they love them always and still love each other. I’m glad the sex was a little porn star, they needed that raw passion after all those years to remind them just what they mean to each other. EVERYTHING!!!
So I checked the page today…like I do almost every day and was THRILLED to see a new chapter!!! YAY!!!!
Oh man the video of Lexi trying to hush the baby by playing “Poppa Michael” = priceless! Michael spending time with Lannah = priceless! The tea party = priceless!
The drunken porn sex with Lexi=FIRE!!! And now I must take a cold shower!! HOTTTTTT!!! “Get on…” Wow!!!!
I hope Lex is okay, like gonna stick around some more. Mike needs her! Cobra commander needs her too! (if you get my drift!!!!)
Thanks for such an amazing update! I think it’s my first time to comment here…Though I had finished the first 1-4 chapters last week but then I realized that it’s a sequel of the new beginnings…so I read that too and I just finished it all just the other night….
Wow! What a roller-coaster ride kind of love story they had. Though I felt terribly sad for Lexi….she had been hurt countless time already and now MJ is back to her life again. Even though he’s back again…but it’s not a guarantee that they are actually back again for real or for good this time….
Can’t forget the days that they shared in LA that resulted in having Alannah….? She also thought they are back together and will be happy again…..but the worst had happened to her….she got pregnant but this time she doesn’t have anyone especially MJ to dote on her….at the same time, MJ is crazy and so proud of his supposedly first born….Gosh! How life can be tragic and sad…I can’t blame her from staying away from MJ coz he’s already happy and he’s got the family that he always wanted.
But now that he’s back again……the big question is ? Is it for keeps? What the deal with Grace? She seems sarcastic when she knew of the identity of Lixi.
But realizing that Mj was not totally out of their life despite of his absence in their life….reduced me to tears…..it definitely made me think of PARIS right away…….Wherever MJ is …….He’ll be smiling and happy of what his little girl ha become and those EVERYTHING answers of hers….really made me smile…….What a charming Daddy’s girl indeed. She is MJ’s biggest and loyal fan.
Anyway, I just hope that Mj will own up with his responsibilities with Alannah and spend a lot of time to make up the years that he had missed with her……and try to make an honest woman out of Lexi once and for all………She deserves that if nothing else…..
I’ll be looking forward to your next update! Thanks!
BTW, Did I mention that the sex-part was mind-blowing as always……..those two are really something…….I’m sure MJ didn’t get that from Debbie and Liza…….LOL!
“Her hand stroked as she ran her tongue underneath from his sac to the head, tasting the salty liquid at the tip.”
I could literally taste it….great chapter can’t wait to read the next one (Home III??? pretty please)
This was very lovely indeed Dangerous!!! lol 🙂
Michael and Lannah are too cute…that is her poppa huh? lol adorable with the tea party and everything 😛
RIP ROBERT! you did treat them well and you get major points for that.
Michael and Lexi…finally get it in after what like 4 years? sheesh…that scene was very passionate AF and I loved every damn min of it girl! lol.
Damn….I hope Lexi is okay….bleeding and unconcious? that is not poppin at all…can’t wait for the next chapter love…keep it up <3
Dang mah girls are all up in here!!! I love it.
A HUGE welcome to sannah. Its great that you took the time out to post with us. So cool that you are enjoying the story…stick with us there is more to come as they say.
Stopped in one more time to read this delightful update! No how long are you going to keep us in suspense?
Dang girly, I just put this one up!!!
I do have to work for a living too. LMAO
I am really anxious about what is going on with Lexi. If Michael finds her on the bathroom floor he’s gonna flip.
LOL Dangerous! But the suspense is killing us!! Enquiring minds want to know what is up with Lexi!!!!!
We will get to it soon. I want to make it perfect for you. PERFECT
@DPYT…though it pains me to say…take your time. You are so good with these, perfection takes time…
I’ll just keep listening to “Hold My Hand” in the meantime. Loooovvvveee that song!
Dangerous….I keep coming back and reading this chapter over and over again. I love when Michael and Alanna are together. I can picture her nodding her head when Michael asked her if she wanted him to be her Poppa…so cute!! Then I love the part when Lexi and Michael are having hot sex!! God he’s so sexy!! Please let her be ok!!
Hold my Hand is awesome, isn’t it??? Can’t wait for the CD. It’s ordered!!! A month to go!!
I think I told you I love this story but I am going to tell you again!!! I LOVE YOUR STORY
um wifey who cares if you gotta work???lol
this is yo job as far as im concerned…
and stefie you nasty!!lol
but me too…haha! i dream about these stories…they come to life literally…and i can smell…see…and feel everything…
dangerous is just so descriptive…very detailed…
@ Iam Mrs Jackson: Hilarious…. 🙂
Love you guys!!
Believe me if I could write all day I would. But I need shelter, some food (although not quite as much), my internet to reach you, and the Patron or 1800 to ocasionally fire my brain up. So I do have to work and pay bills.
Also, it might take me time to just make sure the story is there. While I have the basic overall outline in my head already. I dont have each chapter there. Sometimes I have to wait for “the universe” to give it to me. When it does it come, it is usually spilling out all at once and it is hopefully a good one. LOL
Well I totally appreciate all your hard work to give us girls so much needed excited…i literally clap my hands with glee when i see a new chapter…i drop everything…i made sure i clicked the like button on facebook so i could get updates…my hubby teased me about but i don’t care…I DON’T CARE!
@ Iam: I know this lol
wifey you left porn off your list…
Husband, I dont know what you are talking about. LOL
Stefie…tell your man he is reaping the rewards of that like button. LOL I dont think its bad to point out your fav parts of the story ha ha 😉 go awwww girls hee hee
Dangerouspyt
Thank-you for all these great passionate and sexy stories!! I can’t wait for the next one! 🙂 I miss Michael and it helps to read about him as a living person!
Awww casey,
I miss him too, your heartfelt post means alot. So happy that we have a place that keeps his beautiful memory alive.
I am soooooo sad….about the fact that these two lovers have sooo much bad luck! 🙁
As if god gave them the wonderful opputunity to find eachother and feel true love, but on the other hand they both have to suffer so much!
It breaks my heart, because in real life god gave Michael talents, which others would give everything to have them, but also bad luck…:-(
The Mike/Lex stories are the best fan fic ever! (besides the Mike/ Diana stories) So alive and catchy! So passionately and beautiful! This story is almost like an indian movie: passion, heartacke, love and everything! 🙂
We miss you michael!
love
Ok so I am here again reading this update! LOL. It seems to get better every time! I am glad that you mentioned One More Chance. Because when I think of Lexi and Michael and were they are right now with there relationship. I so think of that song. As always cant wait to see what you have planned for us next!!
Isnt it weird how the video leaked the week after I wrote this story?
Oooo weeeeeeee oooooo
I find these type of stories very enjoyable to read, very enjoyable to read indeed!
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