New Beginnings XII

Michael Jackson Fan Fiction: for Dangerous PYT’s

New Beginnings XII

November 1991

“GET UP! GET UP PENDEJO!”

Michael heard yelling as the slamming of the garage door reached him in his sleep. Sitting up quickly he saw Lexi’s tear streaked face and bloodshot eyes glaring at him as she approached. “How dare you Michael. Why…why?” Breaking down in sobs she collapsed on the floor beside the couch where he had fallen asleep. “What happened, what are you talking about?” Michael knelt down beside her, reaching out to take her in his arms. “Don’t you dare touch me, EVER…ever again.” She crawled away from him and tried to catch her breath but she could only hiccup large gulps of air from time to time. “Lex you are scaring me, please talk to me?” Michael’s hands began to shake and his own eyes got glossy with tears as he spoke. “Babe please…tell me what you are talking about? You really are scaring me.” She stared at him from across the room like a possessed creature. Her hair was wild, as it stuck out in all directions and clung to her face which was wet from tears. She had started to sweat and her tank top was hugging her chest like she had been caught in a rain storm. Michael was beginning to think she was having some kind of breakdown when she finally spoke.

“Mentiroso…Michael you are such a damn Liar.” He could see the contempt burning in her eyes and he tried to think of something, anything she could be talking about. Suddenly it dawned on him that she had come from the garage. “Lexi…were you in the truck?” Her head nodded almost imperceptibly and she wiped her cheek with her hand. “No, honestly I only had two. It was nothing I promise. I was just really stressed out yesterday, that’s all.” He saw her face flash with annoyance as she bounded out of the room and ran out to the truck that was still parked in the driveway. She didn’t even care that she was half dressed. Michael quickly followed her trying to do as much damage control as he could. Lexi threw open the trucks door and started throwing his things on the lawn. As he stood in the garage he realized that she knew nothing about the empty beer cans and would soon find them and it would only add fuel to the fire of whatever had her so angry. He watched as she reached under the seat and pulled out one and then the other before turning to face him. Lexi suddenly launched the first can directly at his head yelling at the top of her lungs “I don’t give a damn anymore Michael, drink all you want.” The next can followed close behind it before she reached back into the cab of the truck and began pulling on something else. When he stood back up she was already standing before him with the mobile phone handset in her hand and looking at him in a way that sent chills through to his very soul. “…and when you are drinking those beers and that vodka like you did last night you can call your little girlfriend Melissa.” With that she dropped the handset at his feet and slammed the door to the house leaving him standing alone wondering how she knew.

After Michael put his belongings back in the truck he made his way inside, only to find Lexi packing a suitcase. “Where are you going?” Michael’s voice was soft and pleading. “I’m leaving; I don’t want to be here anymore.” She dumped her makeup drawer in the suitcase and grabbed her blow dryer from the bathroom cabinet. Walking over to the closet she went to push it open but he moved close behind her, “Alexis, please…god girl. Don’t do this, you don’t want to leave.” Looking back at him in the reflection of the mirror she felt her tears start anew, “I want to leave more than anything Michael…and I told you before not to touch me.” “Michael started to choke up, “I..I’m sorry about drinking Lexi; I swear to you it was just yesterday.” Turning around she pushed him, “Dammit Michael, when are you going to stop lying to me?” He could only stand there and stare at her sadly before she spoke, “Do you think I was born yesterday? Or better yet, some kind of idiot? Michael I could smell it on you the other night after you left me here. It was beer then too. How many? How many times now?” Bringing his shaking hand to his mouth he shook his head, “That was all, that night and last night. I had two both times and um some of your vodka.” Lexi turned around and pushed open the closet door and started pulling out her clothes. “So when you left did you go to your little puta girlfriend’s house? Is that why you were so eager to leave me that night?” “Lexi, I haven’t slept with her.” Michael grabbed the clothing from her hands and threw it on the floor. “Sure, sure you haven’t, I guess that’s why she wanted to know if you were going to give her breakfast in bed again this morning. She seemed really excited too.”

Lexi could tell by the look on his face that it was true and that he was having some kind of relationship with this Melissa and sank to her knees. “You told me you loved me Michael, how could you. I never would have believed it, but you’re just like your Father.” “Listen Lexi, I don’t know what the hell happened this morning but I have never, ever slept with that woman. I swear to you. god…I swear.” All he could hear was the echo of her words over and over again in his head…”You’re just like your Father”.  Lexi grabbed his hands and pleaded with him, “Michael how can I believe you when you are hiding everything else?” His fears and emotions started to overwhelm him and his own sobs joined hers, “Baby I don’t want you to be disappointed in me.” He hung his head and she could see his tears falling from his eyes, “I have been trying so hard to stay sober for you. It’s not easy and this week has been so hard for me. Please forgive me Lexi…I need you so much. Don’t leave me girl, please don’t leave me.” She pushed his arms away and slid down the wall where she curled up with her head on her knees. They both sat in tears, not knowing how to say the right thing to solve the dilemma.

“I needed to call my Mom’s and the phone company, so when I woke up I went out to your truck to use your phone Michael. I didn’t want to wake you up because you were actually sleeping for a change so I was trying to figure out how to use it on my own. I guess I redialed her number. When she answered she thought it was you and she answered with…Hey sexy did you change your mind and decide to leave her and come give me breakfast in bed again? You know Michael…she was actually stupid enough to tell me who she was when I asked.” Pulling his legs in with his arms, Michael looked at her through puffy eyes, “I didn’t sleep with her, I’m not lying.” Lexi absently mindedly toyed with the fabric on one of her dresses that lay beside her and replied, “Why would she say that then? Michael, you’ve never even given me breakfast in bed before.” Taking a deep breath before speaking he looked away ashamed and began, “It was when we were broken up. I went over to her house for dinner and we watched a movie. I had to go to the studio that night to record some last minute stuff, so on the way back to the condo in the morning I brought her some coffee and bagels.” His mind wandered back to watching Melissa move seductively to her knees during the movie to pleasure him. He finally pushed her away though because all he could think about was Lexi and how he hated being without her. He felt guilty for leaving and that’s why he brought her the breakfast and a few more moments of his time. “I found all the other numbers too Michael; Glenda, Karen, Grace, Debbie and yes even Diana. The only one I dare maybe trust you about is Elizabeth; at least I know who she is and believe that she is your friend.” Michael sighed, “Dammit Alexis, if you wouldn’t have ripped the phone out we could have called them all and you would see that they are all just my friends or employee’s.” “Well Michael, if you wouldn’t have ripped my phone out of the wall, I never would have needed to use yours in the truck.” Michael shifted uneasily in place and said in his soft voice, “What are we going to do…I don’t want to lose you Lexi. I love you with all my heart.” Lexi felt her stomach churn at his words, “I don’t know Michael, I am not sure if I can do this with you anymore.”

“I’m not like Joseph. I can’t believe you said that.” His head hung low and a huge sob racked his body as he spoke the words in an anguished voice. “Don’t you find it ironic Michael that you are always accusing me of sleeping around on you, yet your little girlfriend shows up INSIDE our home?”

Lexi saw Michael’s hands start to shake as he drew his eyes up to hers. At that moment she knew she had finally said the wrong thing, as they changed from brown to ebony in a flash. He was Joseph’s son and all it took was his mean streak to surface and she knew she was about to get its full brunt. Realizing she had literally backed herself into a corner with no way out, she steeled herself for his onslaught. Leaping from his position he pounced on her like tiger on its prey. One hand wrapped around the back of her head while he caught her jaw in the other, “Listen to me, dammit listen closely Alexis. I love you. I opened my heart up to you when I never thought I could ever let anyone in again. Are you listening?” Lexi looked at his tear stained face and the intensity of his gaze and slowly tried to nod her head. “I am just a man, a very spoiled…weak man. But you are everything to me, and I swear to you I will do everything in my power to keep from screwing it up.”

Fat tears started to fall from her eyes as he continued to speak, “I’ve had my chances to be with other women, but I don’t want them. You are all the woman that I need…or want…or love. God girl, don’t you know that by now?” Michael’s kiss crushed her full lips and her slight moan of protest could barely be heard as he pulled her head by her hair forcing her in to his body. “Don’t deny me now, we are meant to be together.” His hands moved roughly down to the bottom of her tank top and he yanked it off over her head throwing it aside to land in the pile of her clothes on the floor. Lexi’s inadequate attempt to move him away spurred him on as he pushed her down on the carpet and rose above her. Her breathing was labored and intense and she began to feel the need for him rising from the center of her being. Michael watched as she arched her naked breasts towards him, “See girl, see…you can’t stop. You know we fit together like a puzzle.” Unzipping his pants he pulled out his already swollen shaft and drew it across her lips. “Come on baby take it for me…you’re so good at it.” Pushing softly, her lips accepted him and she swallowed…watching as he rolled his head back in ecstasy. Lexi moved her body to the side and sped up her pace. She could smell his maleness and felt the wetness creep between her legs. Moving in rhythm with her he watched his shiny thickness passing sensuously over and over her lips and across her tongue. “Mmmm girl, nobody else can do THAT, nobody. Damn.” Michael’s hand smoothed her hair and she continued to give him quick strokes right on the tip. “Uh, god yeah…that’s it right there.” Her mouth moved inward and found his sac while she stroked him with her hand. Urgently pushing his clothing down… she returned her lips to their source as she felt his shudder and prepared for his release.

Impulsively he pulled back and rolled her over on top of the clothes. His breath on her neck made her hair stand on end when he growled softly, “I am going to show you one more time Alexis…I swear to god if you don’t believe me after this you never will.” He slid her underwear down her legs and she could feel his erection wet and sticky as it slid against her ass and back. Long fingers separated her wet folds and found her core already hard and he began to circle it slowly. “Is this what you don’t think you can do with me anymore?” Michael’s voice asked her seductively all the while coaxing her towards an orgasm. “Or maybe it’s this…” He plunged his fingers inside her, causing her to gasp and rise up. “It’s not so bad is it? Hanging out with me?” Her moan of desire urged him on, “You make me angry when you call me names Alexis, names I don’t understand. But I think we both understand this right?” Reaching down he lifted her leg up slightly as he plunged deeply inside her. “Uh, oh god…Michael!” He didn’t move but just lay there and felt her shake around him. “Do you get that girl…feel that inside of you? That’s what you do to me, and I just had you all night long. I love you so much…” He started to give her long slow strokes, “You can’t leave me…” Michael could hear her whimpers of pleasure and he grasped her hips, “please don’t leave…”  Harder he pumped her twitching tight chasm; she pushed back against him as tears formed again in her eyes. “dios mio Michael…aye” The hot flare of his orgasm began to take hold and Michael gritted his teeth as he rolled his hips deeper into her, “I love you Lexi. Stay with me….” Michael pulled her back by her hair and found her lips with his as they once again shared their ultimate ecstasy together. Lexi’s warmth seemed to surround him in a comforting cocoon for a brief instant before they both crumpled, spent from the emotions and physicality of the moment.

She could feel the tears on her neck before she heard him. “Why are you crying again Michael?” Long moments passed before he answered…their bodies still entwined upon the clothing she intended to pack to leave him. “I’m afraid; I don’t want to lose you too.” Michael hugged her tighter and tenderly kissed her shoulder. “I’m afraid too.” She whispered as her eyes stared at their reflection in the closet door, wondering what to do. “What are you afraid of Lexi?” Michael barely spoke his question. “I’m afraid that I can’t trust you and maybe all we have is sex.” A long silence filled the air and she could feel him trembling as he held her.

Finally he spoke, “Give me chance…I’m begging you. I promise girl, you can meet all those people. There is nothing going on. Believe me Lex, I didn’t sleep with any of them…I swear to you.” She moved back into him feeling his arms hold her tighter, “I do love you Michael, I want to have a family with you…more than anything. But I have to know that you are going to be with me and not looking for the next thing.” Burying his face in her hair she heard him weep, “I would give it all up today if that’s what you wanted me to do. All of it, just stay with me Lex….please stay.”“I really don’t want to disappoint Junior again; every time it’s his turn to go to The Ranch we postpone it. Let’s see how the weekend goes.” She was non-committal but he knew that he could win back her heart if he had more time. “Thank you, I love you…I am going to show you how much too.” “Yeah” was all she was able to say as she pulled away and started getting dressed again.

Michael was grateful for Junior on the ride to The Ranch since Lexi sat with Bernadette and virtually ignored him. Junior was excited that there was a television and he could play video games with Michael on the ride. “Can you turn it down a little if I hear that thing go Woo one more time I think I will scream?” Lexi looked over the top of her Cosmopolitan Magazine with a pleading look on her face. “Hey that’s me making that Woo, we are saving Katie and the kids from Mr. Big alright?” Michael smiled back as Junior spun Michael’s video game character around to attack another bad guy with his magic powers. Lexi sucked her teeth and went back to her magazine as Bernadette looked at them wondering what was going on to make them so distant with each other.

Eventually the limo made the final turn towards the gate and Michael leaned forward in his seat, “Oh no, this is not good.” Reaching in his pocket he pulled out a surgical mask and put it on his face along with his sunglasses and hat. “Can you all slide to the middle of the seat please? Lexi come here sit on the floor.” Hearing the tension in his voice she immediately sat down as he asked. “What’s wrong Michael?” Jerking his head towards the front of the car he looked again through the partition, “The press they are all over the gates today. I guess the premiere must be bigger news than I planned”. Rolling up the partition he steadied his mind for the flashes that were to come. “Just keep your heads down.”  Two cars fell in line with the limo as they approached the gate and Lexi realized it was Miko and Bill escorting them through the crush of press so they could drive as quickly as possible. “OK Lex, put your head down now.” Almost immediately she could hear the yelling of the crowd and the screaming of the fans as they pushed on the car, “Were almost through guys, not much longer.” Michael’s reassuring voice filled the air and she wished it would hurry so she could just hug him and tell him she was happy to be with him again. Michael turned around and watched the gate swing shut and gave them the all clear. “Done, safe and sound and Bill is behind us. You can get up now Lexi.” Scrambling up on the seat beside him she launched her body onto his. “Michael, thank you. Thank you for letting us come stay with you. I didn’t even think about them being here like that.” Pulling down his mask she gave him a passionate kiss that lit up his face. “Now that’s what I’m talking ‘bout…Woo! That’s the real MJ by the way here saving the day.” hearing him laugh almost made her forget the mornings earlier events but he saw by the look in her eye that she was still holding back. “I told you, I am going to show you Lex…I am going to show you.” Michael’s promise hung in the air and Bernadette looked at them both strangely as the limo pulled up to Neverland.

“Come on Junior let’s go ride the rides” Michael took the boy by the hand and sprinted off leaving Lexi and Bernadette at the limousine. “Hi Lexi good to see you again, this must be your sister? Miko walked up after parking and gave Lexi a warm hug. “Yeah she is here for another couple of weeks on leave. Bernadette this is Miko Brando, Miko this is Bernadette.” Nodding her head slightly she nodded in Miko’s direction and smiled. “Looks like Michael is already off with Junior huh?” Miko was looking as Junior and Michael were climbing in the Ferris wheel together. Bernadette smiled watching her son, “He loves Michael so much. When you called last night Lex he was so excited knowing he was finally coming here. Then that damn video came on, I thought he lost his mind.” Miko kicked the ground and looked down, “So you didn’t have a problem with him watching it then.” Laughing slightly she said, “Are you kidding? My boy may be young but he knows right from wrong. He also knows that Michael was dancing. We talked about it and he said he knew that it was for grownups at the end but the first part was for kids. The funny part was that he said he like the ending better.” Miko laughed and reached in the trunk and grabbed the luggage, “Bernadette you will be staying in the first cottage. I will take your bags there for you now. You can either come with me or stay here, either way I will be more than happy to run you out with the golf cart.” Glancing over at Lexi; Bernadette decided she would go freshen up, “Yeah I will come. Lex I will see you in a bit.” Lexi nodded and headed for the house knowing that Bill or Miko would bring her bags in later.

Michael had given her the key to his room in the limo so Lexi was able to open the door. Nothing had really changed since the last time she had been there except maybe it was a bit messier than last time. Making her way in the bathroom she couldn’t help but open the cabinets and check to see if there were any prescription bottles to be found but true to his word they were empty. Kicking her shoes off she decided to rest on his bed for a moment while everyone was out. Lying on her side she pulled his pillow close and breathed in his comforting smell and tried to keep from crying but she couldn’t help the tears that slipped from her eyes. Why did she have the feeling that he was slipping away from her just like her tears. She knew that she was probably being overly sensitive with the album being released and all the traveling and appearances he would be making…but it was there all the same.

Michael came rushing in the room to get her for the bumper cars and pulled up short when he saw her sleeping. His breath caught in his chest when he looked at her on his bed with the light from the French doors illuminating her body and face. He saw that she had her arm thrown over his pillow and was holding it close and he regretted not being in the bed with her. Looking outside the doors he saw the perfect thing and walked quietly to retrieve them. He grabbed his scissors off his desk and slipped outside and cut the blooms away from the plant making sure they were perfect for her. As he laid the long stems next to her on the bed he kissed her forehead gently and whispered, “I love you baby, more than anything else…please remember that.”

Waking with a start Lexi noticed the long shadows of nightfall beginning to stretch across the room as she opened her eyes fully. Smelling the sweet perfume of the roses she looked down and saw them lying by her side and she smiled knowing that Michael had picked them for her. When she brought them up to breathe in their heady fragrance she reacted in pain and dropped them on the bed. Looking at her hand she saw blood pooling on her palms. Blood that was drawn from the tiny thorns that the twilight of the day hid from view, thorns that lurked on the stem of a beautiful rose.

To be continued…

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